Hi :) Top 10 news from the week

I apologize for the lack of blogging lately. We haven't done much "blog worthy" stuff. And I have been a failure at pictures.

Lets see.....

1) Madyson had her first 3 test Friday-Spelling, Phonics and Math. She had a 100, a 99 and a 92. She got the 92 simple because she didn't take her time. We are working on that this year.

2) Aubrie has started her new preschool and so far, "Its okay". She misses her old friends but I know she is going to like her new friends just as much. She has only been for 2 days...so this next week is her first full week and I am sure it will be great!

3) I love my job. My 26 Kindergarteners are precious. They are really settling into routine of centers, walking in line, etc. Last week we started color week (wear a certain color each day!) We continue that this week ending with "rainbow day" on friday! I have big plans for that!!

4) Todd is busy working working working. He is doing his Tuff Shed by day and His New York Life by night. I am so thankful for him and his service to our family.

5) The girls went friday night to Todd's grandmothers house and spent a few hours with her, Todd's Aunts, and his Dad and his mom while Todd and I went shopping. I am trying my best to give the girls some time with His mom but it is so hard for them. They really miss her. She can't bake cookies with them, sew with them or play computer games with them anymore and now its more them taking care of her. But as long as they ask to see her, I will take them.

6) Thursday I will be going back to my doctor to talk "baby" plans with her. This will be the first time back in her office since the miscarriage. I am full of anxiety to be back in there just because of the emotions I know will come.

7) Aubrie Kate is dancing this year! She started Monday and is in love. Madyson has decided to take the year off. She is just doing girl scouts but has a goal set to get 12 new badges this year! (and sell 500 boxes of cookies) Last year she sold 408 so I am sure we can add a few more to that!

8) My house is back to looking like I work 5 days a week. So if you pop in, don't judge!

9) I am hosting a Vault Denim Party at my house on Sept 15th at 3pm! This is designer jeans at a much lower cost, PLUS my sweet friend Rachel will be here fitting and making sure your tush looks great! If you would like to attend just let me know!

10) My nephew turns 1 this week! So blessed to have him in my life!

In the moment.

Tonight was one of those nights you read about on someone's blog but never think you will experience.

Todds dad called a family meeting. His mother (who has been fighting cancer for years and who had a stroke in March) was recently diagnosed with more tumors...bigger tumors..in places they had already radiated. She is weak, she is tired and now the doctors arent sure what the next plan is.

To sit with Todd, his parents, his aunts and granmother and to hear the news that all this fighting we\she has been doing all these years could soon be done is not only heart wrenching it is one of those moments when you absorb the emotions of your family and you all ache together.

My life has been crazy lately with work,the girls,my obligations to organizations..etc. I have been keeping on keeping on and then tonight answering that email is not top on my priority list.

In the moment you hear the news that your loved ones life span is now awaiting a miracle you stop to grasp how BIG God is.

As Believers we are taught to celebrate life and to know that God is always in control. I have seen Him work miracles in Todds mom before. When she was at a low before he pulled her out and made her cancer free. She even had a study written on her. God bought her back to us from a serious stoke. He allowed that stroke to happen and because it did, the doctors found the brain tumors.

God has an amazing plan and weather that plan is 6 more months with Todds mom or 16 more years. We are going to live in the moment.

Sometimes as humans we want to beg,plead and cry out WHY,God?!?! Why her?? Why to us? But as Christians we already know the Why. Because the Lord is in control, because He knows what is best and sometimes that best is hard to understand and sometimes it hurts, real bad. But God is good in all circumstances and when we Believe, one day we will all know the big plan.

Our little blog has always been my personal prayer journal with some DIY, reno and kiddie stories mixed in. but tonight I lift up this request.

Please God, help us live in the moment. Please let these details last in our memory. Please give us the strength to give Kathy strength. Please be with the family as we take on each day. Please help us be a light.Give me the right words to say when the girls ask questions. Guide their hearts. Be with Todd and Rusty as the two men of Kathys life take on the task of loving daily and coping with the unknown. God, you are an amazing creator and ultimate healer. May your will be done Lord. We praise You in this storm.

Psalm 37:5

The Odd Life.....

Saturday Night-Todd and I snuck away and spent a few hours stuffing our faces with buttery popcorn, sour patch kids and twizzlers...hiding in another town's cinema. Date nights are few and far between but we had a coupon and off to see The Odd Life of Timothy Green we went.

As soon as the movie started so did my tears. To give a short recap (without giving the movie away) its about a couple who is struggling to conceive. They end up with this amazing boy from the garden and there life as parents begins.

I sat in awe of this new Disney film. The comparisson of our life is so odd. When the Greens introduce Timothy to their family there are those questions, "dont you want to have a real child? Like your own?" Thats a question Todd and I have been asked monthly since we began this process almost 3 years ago.

We conceived Madyson and Aubrie Kate without trying (actually both on birth control) once aubrie was months old we began to try for number 3. We tried all sorts of things suggested by our doctor but sometimes medicine can only take you so far, then God steps in.

When Mrs. Green is asked that question she replies "he felt like mine from the first time I saw him" & I believe any adoptive mother will vouch for this.

Throughout the movie Todd and I laughed and cried. (yes, Mr. Broadus cried too) bc sometimes that desire you have to be a parent (even for the 3rd time) is so overwhelming you feel the pain and the Joy all at the same time.

We cried on the way home, saying maybe we should "plant" our own garden baby....i mean our garden has made some amazing tomatoes what could it hurt? But we refrained from that idea and stuck with our daily prayer. For God to help us be the best parents we can be right now and to consider us to be parents again.

If you have ever had the desire to adopt or to just be a parent -take some tissues and go see The Odd Life of Timothy Green.

The First Day....

The alarm went off early.
It was officially the first day of school for me and madyson. This year, she went to First Grade. My heart broke all summer thinking about it. Kindergarten is sitll "little" but First Grade is BIG. its a grade...and there are only 12 of them. Then she is in college-in the real world. and that is just too much! This year she was ready for school to start. As I finished stuff for my first day in my classroom she walked herself to class. And once the day was over....she marched back into my classroom and said, "it was a great day! stayed on green! ready for tomorrow".





                 First Day-2011 Kindergarten                                                        First Day-2012 First Grade

Full of Words!

Okay-this is a catch up post without any pictures. (having technical issues)

Twitter friends already know that God surprised me with a job opportunity that I adore!

Let me explain:

A month ago we started praying that God show us what to do: Me stay home-or go back to work.

It became evident that going back to work was in the cards. However-It didn't have to be a desk job 40+hours a week. I had some flexibility. So, we prayed.

My first thought was Preschool teacher. 8:30-11:30. Well, that isn't what he had planned. Our preschool wasn't hiring and neither were the other 2 church preschools in the area. Well...that's okay.

Then I set up an appointment with a friend-she had a part time job in her office. The day I was suppose to go in for the interview we had major car problems (on our 1 year old van) and had to get new (VERY expensive tires).

The next day-is when God started to show Himself. I had spoken with Madyson's Principal about being a teacher assistant at her school. At our school each kindergarten teacher as an assistant and 2 first grade teachers share one. They teach when the teacher is out, the help the teacher get all the activities together, you are in a classroom with a group of kids learning! It sounded great to me. Well, Mrs. H called and I set up a time to take a test, an interview, and then 2 days later she called and hired me! I was ecstatic! I started Thursday and so far I love it! I am blessed with a great Kindergarten Teacher. She was actually my student kindergarten teacher when I was in Kindergarten :) So she and I have a great bond already! (I was her first class....she taught me to tie my shoe:) We have had a great first 2 days getting the classroom set up! I organized all of our cubbies into Language/Math/Science and got all the school supplies put up!

Monday, the kids come! I am so excited!!!

The greatest part is-I am at school with Madyson and Aubrie is just down the road. I will be off all holidays & summer with the kids-so we still get more than a busy weekend to hang out!

Pictures of my classroom & the first few days coming soon!

Summer end

Summer is almost at it's end. And boy am I sad! This past weekend was filled with a bunch of activities!

We had 2 parties for friends this weekend. On Friday Night-a swimming party and on Saturday a Fire Truck party at the Fire Museum!


We've been enjoying tomatoes from our garden! They are so good!


We were at my parent's house Sunday for my dad's birthday. My SIL and I took the kids to our old "swimming hole" that we swam in as kids! They loved it!

We are spending this week in prayer to figure out what the next step for our family will be! It is so hard to be still and to wait. But we know the plan is not ours!

We are also busy getting ready for school with new school supplies/lunch totes and back packs!

I think we might even take 1 more trip to the swimming hole.....for summer's sake :)

an update.

We have 6 days left of summer. One of those is going to be school registration day! Gash! It is so unreal that this is winding down and we are on our way to a full (and I mean FULL) Fall!

I am still praying to God what to do about work. I have a few options lined up but I am waiting to see if any of them will be open doors or if His will is to stay home.

I have enrolled Aubrie Kate in a new preschool. It is a 5 day preschool at a different place and much cheaper than our other. She needs school. She adores school. So if I do stay home...then this will be a good break for her from me and some much needed time with friends.

Madyson is ready for first grade. I think she would go tomorrow if they would let her.

and me...well, I am just "waiting" and praying. and trying not to get anxious.